That’s Rolling Stones, not Benny Benassi.
It’s been a while since I’ve put anything in there, it’s a combination of mental burn out, light depression, unsatisfactory with life and just being busy and relied on by too many people. So I’ve not been able to crawl myself here to write anything.
I still miss my boy, every day. While my parents got another dog and he’s adorable and affectionate. I still miss Memphis. I don’t think I know how to grieve properly and still haven’t processed it enough to get over it to not feel sad all the time.
I got a drone, I’m learning how to fly it. Hopefully summer time will give me more time outdoors flying it and some creativity.
I’ve come to the conclusion lately that I’m lacking satisfaction with my life, as in a hobby that keeps me going and looking forward to doing random things out. Hopefully the drone will be something I can do, but it’s very weather dependent. Much like most of the photography before. If I can wind up cricket and get away from it, I’ll be searching for something else. I thought about spending time working on my car, I’ve enjoyed watching Mighty Car Mods and it looks appealing and something I can learn on. The 380 is in need of some work, and a respray. Some I can do, some I can’t. And I can’t really afford to throw money at a newer car, theres nothing wrong with the Mitsi other than it just looks tired.
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